Yay...its Christmas Eve again! Its the night when santa gets ready to climb down our chimneys and place our presents under the christmas tree, and in return we leave a cup of milk and a plate of yummy cookies =9

Well...didn't really do anything that great today, although it was christmas eve *sigh* Went to see Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. It wasn't as bad as everyone described it to be. They did cut a lot out of the movie. A lot of the boys need a haircut =P and cho and cedric are so cute, and hermione is really pretty in this one.

Anyways, after went to the mall to get some lunch...cbb blogging anymore ><" Well i cant wait until tomorrow, finally its going to be christmas xD

Thats it for today =]

Music: Forget to Remember- Mudvayne 

Went to the city today with my sister, cause she went to a job interview. Went banktown just to get my ears pierced, $20 just to get them pierced -__-'' and then i had to buy antiseptic and that was $10...could've used that money on something else *sigh* anyways for now im only allowed to wear studds. after that, we went to get lunch i got a twister =9 later we took the train to wynyard, then we saw diva, and went in saw really nice ear rings, there was these black zipper heads, looks nicer than the silver ones xD

after the interview, sister wanted to looked for liquid eyeliner, couln't find it so she bought black eyeshadow. then we took the train back home. tiring day today...anyways thats it for today =]

Can't believe i'm actually sad about not going to school. ah well, at least i get to miss out on pd, maths, english and geo ^^ kinda being bored at home right now
-___-'' hhmmm...nothing interesting happened. Just put some lyrics on =]

What have I done?
Where have I come from?
When I burnt the backs with the sun through a glass did I seal
the loss that's become me?

Feeling undone
What have I become?
When I turned my back on you I turned my back on myself and
became this machine

Thoughtlessness
Selfishness
Hopelessness
Arrogant

I feel it on the inside
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again

Still feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Shadows in the sun
Filter through us
Still wrestle the demons that arrested me as a child
Confession rejected
We grow up
To give up
People step on the cracks for wounds owed paid back
Through the words of surrender

Emptiness
Loneliness
Listlessness
Worthless

I feel it on the inside
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Can you save me?
From myself
From these memories
Can you save me?
From myself
From these memories

Surrender
To the shadows
Haunting inside
Bleed through you
Surrender to the secretes...inside
Lies within you

I feel it on the inside
Twisting and contorting
Memory has shaped me once again
Still feel you on the inside
Biting through and stinging
Will I ever forget to remember?

Can't feel you on the inside
Set down the bag and left it
Lost memory has left me
One again
Open up the inside
Admission for the cleansing
Now that I've forgotten to remember

Surrender
To the shadows
Haunting inside
Bleed through you

Forget to Remember-Mudvayne

Happy birthday Lisa Zhang! lols...sisters birthday today, but i went out for my birthday party, of course she didn't mind. I'll just recount the day =]

Got to bankstown station really early in the morning T.T was waiting at the station forever. Got to lidcombe, where everyone was supposed to meet, waited there for a really long time >.<" Then, phuong arrived and we waited a couple of minutes, and then cat-poo arrives. Then we got bored of waiting so we went to buy new nudie ice-blocks, bought mango flavoured one, then went to buy blackcurrent or some shit, that one tasted grose, but the mango one was nice =9 uhhmm...i think then samantha came, and then...*scratches head* i think terri and then crystal and last of all jody. later we took the train to blacktown and went ice-skating. Oh yes, details on the presents, i got a emily the strange pencil case, and badge from cat-poo. Then i got a emily the strange calender and key ring form terri. Then i got a emily the strange wallet and badges from crystal. anyways...after ice-skating we went to the westpoint mall, to buy food. sam went to but manga, and phuong bought so much food! after everyone went home, but jody, crystal and terri came to my house, and we took some photos and sat in my backyard talking. When jody went home, terri, crystal and i went to the park. Then went back to my place, crystal went home, terri stayed a little longer until 7:30pm and then she went home. Thanks to all for coming and making the day fun

today was a perfect and fun day =]

lols...feeling better everyone seems be in a better mood now, and i would like to say, thank you to theresa for listening when i was in a shit mood, your a great friend terri! =]  Wells just like to say to everyone...

Merry

Christmas

and a...

Happy

New

Year 

P.S: hoping next year will be another great one! Lets all do our best to smile every day =]

ahhas...been listening to mudvayne, their the coolest =]

Go...
So fucking determined
Yeah, yeah, go...
You better believe it, confidence
Go...
So fucking determined
Yeah, yeah, go...
Spit out all reason,
Yeah
I'm tired of holding up the weight
The weight of the motherfucking world
All I want is to just get right here, right now
We struggle and fight just to get in a grave that's overflowing
Clocks ticking on my fifteen minutes of fame, come on now 123 go
So fucking determined
Yeah, yeah go...
You better believe it, confidence
Go...
So fucking determined
Yeah, yeah go...
Spit out all reason
Yeah
I'm flushing the trust out of everyone
Stabbing in the back and thinking they can break me
Set my sight can't die till I'm done
Mind endurance
Never wanted anymore than what I deserve
Better bring it, I'm taking it all
Fuck an inch, 'cause I'm bringin' a mile
It's on now 123 go
So fucking determined
Yeah, yeah go...
You better believe it, confidence
Go...
So fucking determined
Yeah, yeah go...
Spit out all reason, yeah
This fire is growing, is burning deep inside of me, focused
Driven, certain, the way it's got to be
Fire, growing, burning, deep inside of me, focused, driven
Certain, the way it's got to be
Crooked, no trust, liars, conmen, drunk with, power, mentor
Taught me everything that I know...
So wrong
Wrong
Wrong
Wrong...
123, go...
So fucking determined
Yeah, yeah go...
You better believe it, confidence
Yeah
Go...
I'm fucking determined
Yeah, yeah go..
Spit out all reason
Go...
I'm fucking determined
Yeah, yeah go...
You better believe it, confidence
Yeah
Go...
I'm fucking determined
Yeah, yeah go...
Spit out all reason
Yeah

Mudvayne-Fucking Determined

*sniffles* today was not a good day for me, when i woke up this morning, my throat was hurting and then i started getting the sniffles ><" When i got to school i finally handed my clearance form in. Then we lined up for swimschool and got on the bus. We did that thing where we had to dive and get that hoop thing at the bottom of the pool, that was easy...but i was really nervous about the diving. We did 100m of the thing with the kickboard, got so tired when i reached 75m, yeah im very weak ><" Then we did something else but i dont know what that was called -___-'' realised that i was burnt at lunch time, my cheeks were fully rough and red =[ now they feel even worse. blehh...tomorrows my b'day, have a feeling thats its going to be a shit day. Right now im blowing my nose and its turning red because of the tissues. i thought that 'sorbent' tissues were supposed to be soft to the nose ><" such a shit day today ='[

anyways...thats it for today.

lols...today was fun, though i got a lot more darker ><" Granville pools is nice and new, but it wasn't that big. It only had three pools. My throat is starting to hurt from swallowing the water, because people were attempting, to drown me! xDD Got into level three, lols...yeah im a shit swimmer xP had mr atkinson as our teacher, so happy i didnt get mr armitage ^^ when it was lunch time me and linda went to the toilets and then we went to the canteen, waited there for a while and then the teacher came and told us that it was the end of lunch, and we didnt even get anything to eat T.T people were all getting burnt, really dark! filip and roger were peeling, but that was from galla day.

anyways thats its for today...laters ^^

Getting bored at home right now, should've went out with phuong and the rest ><" but then that would mean going shopping -___-'' dont want to do that...

gee...3 more days its going to be mine and joanne's birthday, think ill just go to the ice-rink with some friends for my party. Don't know why i'm a little nervous about swim school tomorrow, guess its because im a shit swimmer xDD Currently listening to the Kaiser Chiefs, they're alright, very different though xP

lols...writing out a whole lot of stuff that my sister can get me for christmas and my birthday xDD such a great sister ^^ hmmm...talking about presents =o i need to get joanne a present! Anyone want to chip in with me?

anyways thats it for today xD

P.S: hoping not to get into mr armitage's swimschool group ><"

Ahhas my birthday soon ^^...and Christmas xD

Wishh List 

Emily The Strange Wallet

Need For Speed Most Wanted!

Emily The Strange Cuff

Cuff Watch

Eldest [book, by Christopher Paolini]

Tie [black, red, or billabong]

Black, studded belt

Emily The Strange T-Shirts

Red Havaianas

Vans shoes [black and white or green and blue checks]

Big stuffed toys [tigger, elmo, cat from Emily The Strange]

Silver soccer ball [nike]

Basketball xDD

lols...i know thats a lot xDD but thats what a wish list is =P